Soooo where to start.. Lets call me Aria*
For majority of my teenage years and early 20’s the thought of having a baby was the most scariest thing, the pill was like a miracle drug and why not be that little more cautious. Fast forward a couple of years and i get Married, we want to have a baby, i do all the right tests before hand with the doctors to make sure everything is good, i want to be healthy… I get off the pill, this wonder drug which has been so good to me for so many years (9 to be exact) but it is time to let that go.. I am all excited to fall pregnant and then nothing..literally nothing.
Sound familiar?? i know so many other women must be going through this.
I thought i would start documenting our baby journey …just a way for me to wrap my head around everything and vent ( I am pretty sure that everyone is starting to get over hearing me talk about it, so behind this screen i shall type).
I went to the doctors about a month ago (1 month and 1 day to be exact)
and to my surprise she gave me a referral to see a specialist. I thought this has to be too soon? i have only been off the pill for 3 x months. You hear of so many people who have to wait months to get this referral.
My doctor was like don’t book in to see the specialist straight away, give your body some time to readjust. It’s so much easier said than done – everyone is like “Just stop thinking about it and it will happen” and yes i am sure it will but what if something is wrong?
I know it might be hard to believe but this last month i really have tried my hardest not to think about it all, My husband ie. the greatest most patient man alive, we have actually been keeping ourselves busy and going out. (Guys its winter ok so its very hard to do this) but we have been going out getting dressed having some drinks and enjoying our time together.
I am quite an anxious person so my doctor told me i could be delaying the return of Aunt Flo. Could i be my own worst enemy?
When she mentioned this i was like ok – it is time to start relaxing.
I booked a Reiki appointment, don’t know what this is? check it here Reiki.
The lady i met with was wonderful, because i didn’t know what to expect i don’t think i actually let go of my mind.
I have booked in again to see her this Saturday the 18th of August.
So where am i now?
I have booked into see the specialist on the 15th August. $220 to see him. I am hoping he will do some tests, I just want to rule out the scary things i have self diagnosed my self with on good old doctor google.
So basically this is me for now! i hope to connect with some people through this… lets share our stories.
I will update you when i have some more news to tell.
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Babies on the mind 